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Life has been a whirlwind nowadays, it’s like, just when i think everythin in paradise is perfect,a heavy downpour occurs. Why can’t eveyone just live happily like God intended us to? It’s like we’re tottaly screwing up His perfect plans by allowing ourselves to be consumed with gruges,envy.anger and worry. Which i KNOW is really unhealthy. Probably get older faster tht way too. Lol. This actually applies to me I’m an emotional person and i can’t help it so deal with it. But do know this, when i make my mind up, i dont change it.And if i promised something, i do it. Coz i know exactly how it feels when someone breaks their promise to you.

Anyways,everythin’s goin by so fast for the past few months,I feel like i’ve gone through a process of realization of who people are and the things that are happening but yet i’m unable to control it. Which i hate. All the bad stuff, sincerely, i don’t want any of it, and if i caused it, please forgive me. I never thought so much had to be given up to get something that u really want. I’m startin to wonder if it was all worth it. But yet on the other hand, i don’t really miss any of what i gave up right now. But yet, i just heard from a friend to "not put ur faith in something hopeless". So i just hope its not hopeless. Ugh. Just when i’m about to get used to everything, everything has to go wrong. I blame fate. i think it didnt get what it wanted and therefore is making sure we’re all miserable! ugh. dang it.

Right now i’m also really annoyed by anyone whose a hypocrite. in case u don’t know what tht means : its like saying somthing is wrong but doing it anyway and yet expecting others not to do it. Like wth ryte? U cannot imagine the amount of those kinda people who live around me. How i wish they all became floating body parts. Who could like them? Unless of course ur the leader of them or sumthin then mayb u’d b able to accept them.

But then, a great thing amidst this craziness, my studies is actually lookin up. haha. gosh. tht’s also why it a sad thing, why can’t everythin else be the same???

Just so you know. Girls never mean what they say when they’re upset.

Coz duh,THEY CAN’T THINK STRAIGHT WHEN THEY ARE.

still in love with you and will never stop lovin you.

Haven’t you seen the pic of the control buttons for men and women?!?!?

Think about it.